🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

30 march 2017. khamis. 7.53 pm. harini puasa sunat. 🙊 dapat buka nasi lemak aunty Amy. 🍛 harini balik pukul 6 sbb ada latihan debat with the loveliess mates eva , Ainul & Hidayah 🍟😌 mmmmm. 😢😢😢 i don't know how to describe how i feel right now.. my half gone. 💔 mmm. actually i am really shy to write, to tell ya about this thing. but what do i have to record all my life stories? i have nooo DIARY! 📒 i have diary once. but people keep reading my diary and finally it's not a diary anymore. 😔 what do you mean, I AM SAD RIGHT NOWW.  yes i know many people will read 📓 this entry but, only lil amount of human. 👥 nah i need some people to remind me about this thing too! 🎐 but the truth is i'm not hoping to get many people to read my blog. this is kinda my diary!! so if you read all of the entries, you're lucky. not everyone easily allow people to read their diaries. 👩 hmm. so i am shock. terribly shock. 😶 Musfirah told me that "that girl" ...

hahaha assalamualaikum w.b.t 🍛 !!! so malam tadi aku tidur awal... 🌃 ye lah penat sekolah kann.. lepastu anis tanya... 😂😂😂 kejap.. aku ss. hahahaha. ha ni.. 😂😂😂 Anis tanya.. lepastu masa tu aku dah tidur.. jadi Ayah aku yg jawab HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA A😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆 clear tak? kalau x clear ni. : ***************************************    Anis Zafirah: Wey,                      Anis Zafirah:  Mim Alif (ما ) tu dlm kategori huruf ke,? yang surah Al-Waqiah ayat 2            Anis Zafirah: wey bce ah Me: opo Anis Zafirah: tu 👆 Me: kieh bapak eh , nur raihana wes turu Anis Zafirah: Amondo lah hang merepek nie Me: Dh tido Anis Zafirah: Ouh ok2 ************************************** adoiiii  😂😂😂😂 mesti Anis tepinga2 masa tu HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 😂😂😂😂😂 for your information, dekat rumah, ayah aku mmg cakap Jawa. nak makan ...

4.15 pm - depan smkjk, traffic light tgh merah - baru balik sek - masih dlm kete. Assalamualaikum w.b.t. sekarang ni aku dalam kereta sandar je. sbb apa? TADI KAT SEKOLAH SUHADA LUKIS ANAK AYAM DEKAT TUDUNG AKUUUU 😂😠😂😠😂😠😂😠😂 tak tahu nak gelak ke nak marah weh.  cerita nya mcm ni.. haritu masa buat keje kayu K.H.B dekat bengkel, tudung aku terkena varnis. jadi dah basuh pun still ada. dekat bahagian kepala belah kiri plak tu. mcm HINGUSSSSSSSS sbb warna dia kuning2 hijau yak. 😫😫 dah iron, dah berus, dah koret2 pakai pembaris pun tak boleh!!!!!! 😂😂 lepastu aku ingat takde org perasan lah kan.. kalau org tahu tu varnis tak pe. ni ingatnye hingus. sapa x malu 😹😹😹 lepastu ada lah beberapa junior tanya " akak, tudung akak rosak ke? " aku pun jawablah tu varnis. 😂 jadi tahu dh kan maksudnye? maksudnye org perasan. lepastu aku yang pandai ni pun dpt lah idea utk conteng guna pen. jadi x lah malu sgt drpd hingus. kan. lepastu benda tu kat tepi kepala... masa t...

25 march 2017, 3.11 pm, Saturday. dear who else who read this entry, today my mom 👸 cooked some Nasi Goreng 🍛 with veggie 🌾 (ofcourse) inside. usually, it doesn't matter if i don't eat the veggies because i am NATURALLY don't eat veggies. i have no idea why, but i've tried and practiced to eat veggies since i was 3 year old 🚼 and before i swallow, i  spew them...💨 everytime i try to eat veggies. but i didn't give up, i tried till i'm in primary school. 👧 the result was still same, they just can't get inside my throat. 😅 so tadi, dunno why , ummi nampak sungguh garang. ummi paksa aku makan SAYURRRRR 😧. ummi cakap mcm ni " MAKAN NASI DENGAN SAYUR. " Lepastu i be like " omaigad 🙀.. cyg x suka sayurrrrr... then ummi repeated " MAKAN DENGAM SAYUR " and i be like okey i try. 😫🙌 and i have no idea why every SINGLE BITE i just tergigit sayur sekali.. kalau carrot 🐇 tu i boleh tahan lagi.. NI KACANG IJO. 💀 ya Allah.... ...

my tears can't wait to gush like the fountains. 😢 um. this poem is for grandMOTHER. but old people is just same. 😌😔 feel the poem okay? i need u to feel it. um. the wrinkles, the slow-voice loud laugh, everything is funny, everything is sad. the blue ringed-pupils, the nag, the gold-lover, the beauty lover, al mulk reciter every maghrib, always a misser.. she loves nature, she hates gadgets, always dreamy, never gets to wake up. obsess about sightseeing, but she's still thinking of something, she try to hide it, didn't notice that she hides where people can found it. happy, happy she's happy, no she's not happy in this happy situation. can't tell how's she's wondering, trying to free herself from the past, trying to survive from the past. old grannie, old crannie. she knows how she is, she reminds the forgetful people early because she knows what will she be, and she will forget it. she's afraid. that...

Ya Allah... please, give me somebody to take me to Bahrain....... please..... 😦😦😦 i said to my mother; " Ummii, book tickets to Bahrain right now.. it's fine if we don't stay in the hotel, duduk tepi jalan pun Cyg rela.. 😦😦 " ..... 😂 and Ummii be like " Umi malas layan. 😑 " 😆😆😆😆😆 um i feel like i want to jump out of window... if only Bahrain is next door from my house um. 😟😟 i posted a moment in Wechat about what i feel right now.  and Atiqa commented " tadi kita dh call anak raja Dubai dh nnti dia dtg jemput awk pkai helikopter " HAHAHAHAHA!! 😂😂😂🚁🚁🚁 tolong lahh tak leh move on tahu?! 😂😂 lepastu ada lah kakak ni, anak kawan Ummii.. dia comment mcm ni ; tunggu dh besar nnti, jgn ckp Bahrain je, pusing 1 dunia terus. 😂 " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!! 😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆 ni mmg langsung x boleh move on. 😂 anyways, i pray that Kakak ni & Atiqa will always found the rainbows in life. much love 💞 amiin.. ...