🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

  28 November 2020. If only you know How special  You are in my eyes  You would never Decide to go Out from this Heavenly paradise - if only, R, 18. 

 29 nov 2020.  Today my fellow brought my friends and i to some groceries shopping in Gambang. I have to admit that the town is kind of gloomy since it is surrounded by trees and jungles. There are a lot of buildings though but not as high as in my home sweet home, Klang. And most of the buildings are empty. I guess because half of the citizens here work in Selangor though. Hm.  Because of the pandemic Covid19, the university only allow 3 students to go out, so there went Zulaikha my roomate, Zulaikha my new roomate, and I. We sent our matric numbers and some biodata to the upper management and we were finally at the grocery store. There are only 19 students who chose to stay at the campus until the end of semester 2 next year, which is going to be conducted online. So 16 students who remained at the campus, texted us about the stuffs they wanted to buy.  Everyone wrote their desires in the whatsapp group i made before. But there were 2 students texted me personally ...

It is always increadible That every night on its darkest The sky still look the brightest How each of us Let the inner colours Mix with the universe And form a rainbow. -unfinished conversation, R, 18

I wonder if We can meet again It has been so long That i do not want This feeling to end Back to where we had began Around 5 pm or near the sunset That was actually dawn So these days will go on And never be gone. -until when? , R, 18. 

I am just the size of Eve Little, weak and somewhat unclear Only a room for a heart A room for laugter And two for tears But the day you were in front of my eyes this universe inside me  Growing horizonless And just then i realise How this love in this body is countless. - No boundaries, limitless of self rise until paradise. R, 18. 

  I have never Felt this way Where this heart of mine Pounds for you everywhere To the outside world  I explore And the trees  They talk so much more Of how much of you that i miss -Strange, but where are you? R, 21st of November 

Ayy that initial or i will kill u for good 😑😑😑

 18 nov 2020, day 3 of semester 1 break (3 wiks) The covid19 cases in my hometown, Klang is quite alarming. 100+ cases every single day has made Klang as one of the dangerous red zones in Malaysia. All of my friends from Terengganu, Kelantan, Perak and Pahang can happily go home but as for me, my father seemed that he wanted his daughter to survive alone in people's place and to do good.  It's day 3 of the break, luckily i have my roomate to accompany me until next year, February for semester 2 registration day. There are 5 levels in each hostel building. My room is on level 4. Either you trust me or not but legit there are NO ONE except at level 4 and level 5. But there are like 4 rooms with human beings inside in total.  Since my mom and my dad gave me no choice, i kinda excited to see how am i going to survive in this campus with no shops open, and only a cafe that close so early around 4 pm. I was quite sad seeing my friends wave me goodbyes day by day.  Yesterda...