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Facts about me: too many names

 29 nov 2020. 

Today my fellow brought my friends and i to some groceries shopping in Gambang. I have to admit that the town is kind of gloomy since it is surrounded by trees and jungles. There are a lot of buildings though but not as high as in my home sweet home, Klang. And most of the buildings are empty. I guess because half of the citizens here work in Selangor though. Hm. 

Because of the pandemic Covid19, the university only allow 3 students to go out, so there went Zulaikha my roomate, Zulaikha my new roomate, and I. We sent our matric numbers and some biodata to the upper management and we were finally at the grocery store. There are only 19 students who chose to stay at the campus until the end of semester 2 next year, which is going to be conducted online. So 16 students who remained at the campus, texted us about the stuffs they wanted to buy. 

Everyone wrote their desires in the whatsapp group i made before. But there were 2 students texted me personally for they were too shy to ask ridiculous things i guess.  😝

Adriana who studies Medic, she asked me to buy some lotion. While Afif, who took Engineering, asked for powdered milk which was totally insane MANA ADA ORG JUAL SUSU SERBUK UNLESS DKT SUPERMARKET BESAR2 ADA LA OI 😩 

So as fast as lightning, my friends and i grabbed all the stuffs just like on the list. And everything does exist in that supermarket, except for the powdered milk. But Afif said that boxed milk also will do and to the paying counter we head to. 



Ok done with the story. Let's get into the real topic, i have so much nicknames like TOO MANY. I don't know how come such a simple name Raihana can grow even more 😂 but every name shows how close my friends and i are, and their levels tho in my life hehe. And only some particular persons will know some particular names which makes sense for me to feel weird if someone who has nothing to do with me out of sudden calls me using the name that only some people of my life know about it, if you get what i mean?? 🤔🤔🤔 

So here i present to you, my namessss (disclaimer: ya know what, no one's ever is going to read my blog. So please let me stick this memories just as reference for myself in the future. Thank you)


1. Raihana - everyone. Legit everyone. Afizul, Hiwi, Izyan, Afifah, Zulaikha, Irshad 😂

2. Rai - close friends who knew me from secondary school, my very ustazah Salimah, Hajar, Najwa, Aliyah, Ainun, Balqish 😂

3. Rayy - my bestfriends, Anis, Naili, Ainul, Najibah, Ati, Suhada, Maryam, Shahindah aaa so many, my primary school friends, my secondary school friends.

4. Ray - ust Saifuddin, Cikgu Amir, Farina 😂

5. Rey - Zarul & Sharmila hahahaha

6. Rei - my secondary school friend; Azim, my university mates, Irfan, alah tak ingat 😂😂😂

 7. Rae - Dee (she said just like Addison Rae, cuz im pretty like her HAHAHAHAHA i love u Dee 💗)

8. Rye - Afif 😑😑😑

9. Rhe - Arina loong time ago 😑

10. Ana - my paternal family.

11. Nana - my maternal family (cousins, aunts and uncles all included)

12. Hana- afif (again) 😂 

13. Bebebe- Amirul (not funny ok 😑)

14. Nyami - my dad, my bestfriend Neena 🥰

15. Cayang - my mummmmmmm 🤪 

16. Reihanna - my Turkish uncle and the WHOLE of his turkish family, ☺, my pal Nasrul from INTEGOMB, my Understanding Islam lecturer because he thought that this is my REAL name since it is displayed on my Google Account 😂 oh well. 

17. Raihanah - kakak Raudhah, my university hostel principal. 


I think that's all for now. Gonna keep listing all the names tho but don't worry, i dont feel mad at all with names as long as it is still in between Raihana. 🙄🙄🙄 exceptional for Amirul. Wait until i post his most embarrassing picture of all time on his birthday next year. 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 

And that's that, if you ask me what name i prefer, then it would probably be Raihana. 😉


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