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I made a mate from London 🌿

17/3/2021, 3.44 am. 


I just ate Ramen in red packaging for the very 1st time so my tummy is not quite feel comfortable, as if it has tiny little flame inside. 

By the way, i just posted new pics on Instagram, hoping that my crush will notice it, but i also hope that he doesn't. 😖 OH GOD, my crush recently followed me on Instagram. Before this he only can see my updates on WhatsApp status, but now huaaaaaa i feel so insecured. 😫

Mind that, around 3 weeks ago, i commented on one of Unjaded Jade's posts on Instagram. For those who don't know who she is, she's basically a british brainiac who wanted to enroll to Oxford but she got rejected. And in her youtube she displayed all her hardworks and real routines to excel GCSE and other exams. 

So in this one post, she asked about which one's more important, money or..? So i replied to her post "i just want to make friends" & she did replied to me back!!!!!

Tons of her fans says hi to me, and i got like around 16-20 follow requests in no time! I was so delighted to make new friends and i am so attached to this one gal, her name is Mashada. She is so pretty and friendly. She has 4 siblings that her eldest brother has the same age as me! And she's a muslim but they dont eat meat. We talked a lot of our cultures and so many things about muslims. ☺️



Recently she asked me How does Malay writing look? 



So i sent her this with excitement, promoting my culture. 🥰 I also told her about Jawi, the writing system where we fit the Arabic letters in our language (i know my words sound crazy because i couldn't figure any better words than these sorry 🙏😔)




She later replied me this 😂,
 read : Hello Raihana, you're so impressive and I'm so impressed <3 - Mashada



May God blesses our friendship, amin 🦋



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