🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

  We were there experienced the heavens in just a stare -R,20; let tomorrow will be, just the same for you and me.

  no place  is a home for travelers - R, 20; swear you would never find someone like me.

Stomach pain, sudden cold and sweaty palms - This is the condition whenever Raihana feels so nervous. Sue just texted a reminder of tonight's meet up regarding our course event: Archi Raya which will be held on next two weeks and guess what, I'm chosen to be the emcee!  I was delighted at first and I am still now, because it's going to be lifetime experience in university but somehow I feel so nervous and anxious at the same time that I'll be talking in front of ALL YEARS of students who take Architecture; Zafwah, Xander, Pasak - you name it!, ALL LECTURERS and the department staffs. Yep, this feeling will fade by right after I get my confidence back but as for now, this is what we're getting.  I've thought on some activities we could do at front to entertain the audience like do a sudden kuih raya taste test on random student and if he/she guesses right, will be rewarded some duit raya! Apart from that, exposing the culture of Hari Raya like showing some Raya v...

 9th May 2022, the first day of class after the Raya break. today's entry is going to be a bit more personal.. This morning, we were supposed to submit our floor plan for Design. Let's be honest, I really had my time for the whole week, I spent it merely for my family and kuih raya, and I don't care, not even regret. Yesterday after a rush finding Harraz's cat toy at Jusco Bukit Tinggi, we arrived at UIA, Gombak. I filled my evening visiting Farina at her room, ate some kuih raya and some mata kucing and wished Ainie, Wani and Shu the warmest " Selamat Hari Raya". Then Hajar invited me to her compartment and offered me her homemade kuih ros- where she accidently discovered that she can continue her grandma's legacy that nobody in her house can cook the kuih as decent as she and her grandmother could. - Hence, what else to expect other than myself who decided to sleep right away after my first yawn that night, without touching my assignments, AT ALL.  I was...

 4th May 2022, Raya ketiga - a bit sad cuz got to visit only 2 houses today and i miss my paternal side kampung..  However, salam and if there is anyone read this entry well i would like to wish you the warmest selamat hari raya aidilfitri!!  It's currently day 3 of Syawal, and today was on my mum's side. Just to gush out my feeling these days, it has been 2 years we didnt meet each other because of the pandemic, i was once a teenager now i'm an adult - just how the time changed everything.  During our visit to my paternal side, some asked my father " kapan arek mantu? " or " when will you get your children in law? ". If you were me, i bet you'll feel so uncomfortable talking about the opposite gender in front of my father; he is so strict even since i was a kid, so how in the world would i talk about marriage? But somehow at this age of 20, you've met a lot and those things has shaped you into somebody - I dont feel ashamed anymore and in fact i...