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Life knocked me so hard πŸ’€

Assalamualaikum w.b.t!!!! hahahahahahahah long time tak updateee. πŸ’† so,

Fri-Yay, 28 July 2017. 5.09 pm. 

so here i'm goin to write avout what happened on me 2, 3 days ago. They were the MOST AWFUL things that ever happened in my life. i mean, they aren't the most awful, but ME, IN THE SITUATION. πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯ 

HHAHAHAHAHHA!! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ 
♣♣♣♣♣♣pls stand by ♣♣♣♣♣

so for those who know me, i'm that type yang suka gelak tiba2 πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ sbb tadi teringat pulak kisah Cikgu Musafri yang dia goreng ikan 🐟 utk adik2 dia yg terchenta masa dia kecik dulu. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

ok, sekarang nk start dr hari selasa. pagi2 tu, masa kelas Quran. ada budak ni katanye kena kacau. so kitaorg kena lah keluar surau sbb nk buat perubatan islam tu kenn.. lepastu bak kata Neena, Rayy ni selalu lambat. 🌚🌚🌚 jadi org lain dah jalan keluar, aku masih lagi pakai kasut. maklumlah, masih kanak2 ribena πŸ‡ pakai kasut lekat2. kwn2 lain semua sarungs jer  πŸ˜† so ada lah Ustaz who loves to call me Pilot (nama dirahsiakan~) 😁 nampak aku lepastu dia tanya.. "Pilot hafal Quran ke? cuba...............(arahan dirahsiakan)... "  

and i be like..  πŸ˜­πŸ˜­ peluh2 KO TAU?!?!! 😰😰 aku dah cuba nak stop tapi dia dok potong aku cakap. so last, aku terus potong , tanya "Ustaz hafal 30 juzuk ke??!!! 😟😟😩 " n dia senyum je. seriously, AKU KENA BNYAK MURAJAAH. Rasa mcm taknak jawab pt3 je tahu tak. nak hafal. em. πŸ˜”

so tadi tu 1st thing, second..  hari Rabu, TERbawak Phone pulakkkkkkkkkkk kat sekolahhhhhh aduhhhhhhhhh... 😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫 so mcm semua pelajar, taknak ada kes ke apa2 kan , nak jadi baik kan? so aku mengaku lah dekat cikgu (and i admitted itu satu tindakan yang stuped  sevenarnye. πŸ™€πŸ˜Ώ) sebelum ni pernah terbawak, lepastu balik sek dah boleg amik. TERKEJUT bila cikgu ckp jadi rampasan KEKALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL  πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜­ lepastu aku merayu-rayu lah.. yelah bukan sengaja. lepastu baru 2 kali. 😭😭😭  aku ckp lah mana bolehhh cikgu.... saya TAK sengaja... Tak sengaja.. 😞😞😞😞 lepastu cikgu cakap, ok. tapi jadi rampasan sementara. sbb tak sengaja & baru 2 kali. but next time, TERbawak lagi, rampasan kekal. so, faham2 lah rampasan kekal tu makna apa. bukan pukul 4 balik sek ko boleh amik. dak. πŸ™Œ 2 hari kot aku takde fon. LA ni, JUMAAT ni baru dpt tadi dgn surat pulang barang rampasan yg perlu diisi oleh umi. 😿😿😿 ko bayangkan cane aku nk buat keje kursus Geo? hem .

third pulak, okey yg nih mmg aku MENYESALLLLLLLLL SAMPAI TERBAWAK MIMPIIIIIIIII 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒 masa ni english. em taknak lah cerita. 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒
 aku main2 je. tak sangka pulak kawan2 aku faham lain.. padahal aku maksud kan yg lain.. emm takpe lah. πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜” takut pulak kalau org tu pun faham lain.. 


















*Heart broken betul ni... cehhh.. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜”πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”*



ok ni lol πŸ˜‚

πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”emm.


capt: why life can be sooooooooo complicated? because it's life. it is just complicated. πŸ˜”πŸ˜’

wallahuaklam.






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