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University and me :D

 4th October 2020, Sunday. 


Tomorrow we are going to step in week 9 out of 12 weeks. It has been a white knuckle of everything that me at first was just a stupid young lady, learning sciences and now that i am here. Befriend with a bunch of lines from different countries, religions, races, shapes and sizes. From just an expert at drawing stick men, now i can build everyone's dream houses (no kidding!). I think this im already fit in here thank God for placing me here and indeed He knows best.


I've been through a lot. I've met some good friends, bad friends. Compassionate teachers, cute guys and pretty everyone. To tell, (knowing that no one will ever want to read my pale blog except for Neena and maybe Hajar :P ) I've been eyeing on someone in my uni since day 1. He's so cute, so nice, and so energetic. I wonder what his mom ate when she was pregnant him? 


(Oh God i wanna write details but somehow i think the probability for my university mates will find my blog is 80% 😂 helpp ) i even sent my mom his picture everyday, just to tell her how blessed my eyes are. Hahahahahaha indeed Allah is the best creator. Despite knowing that he has heart for somebody else, i kept focusing on what i want. Things started to get obvious and obvious that i think maybe it will good for me to stop hsbsjsh on him. And hello my head has more space now for statistics, turkish language, and politics! ☺


I think let's move on to good news. My course has those hot guys just like in every university culture where everyone knows the guys and they are always get the chance to expose themselves more maybe in sports or on stage. And there is one cute guy (cincaaaaaa im sorry i dont fall for woman and im just a simple gal and this is my diary back off if u feel irritated 😂😂 ). And i just know him for you know, that his posters are everywhere!! So i tried to search his phone number that to find it is equivalent to find treasure in the deep sea, and im quite not sure how i get the number (idk why im getting dumber yet smarter day by day hshshs bear w me). So after i found it, i save the contact with the cutest name I've ever gave to mankind. 


A day after that, i was VERY SHOCKED AND SCREAM MY HEART OUT. I CAN SEE HIS WHATSAPP STATUS WHICH MEANS HE SAVED MY NUMBERS TOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! LIKE HOWWWWWWW WE NEVER MET EACH OTHER, NEVER HAD CHIT CHAT HOWW ?????? Some of my english classmates said that he is a shy person and I DONT THINK HE WILL EASILY SAVE EVERYONE'S NUMBERS 🤪🤪. 


Okay. That's that. Now about homeworks. Alhamdulillah, if everyone wants to ask me what is my secret power, then it would be HELL GOOD IN MANAGING TIME. Me toooo just discover that i can finish my errands at the particular time i have set. And i am very proud of myself Alhamdulillah may God make it easier for me and my parents. 🥰 just now, I've done my Understanding Islam assignment where we need to memorize some Quranic verses then indulge ourselves into the aayahs with more reliable revealed sources and some supports from the internet and journals. I got a little dizzy in the middle of the journey but yeah now im pretending that i am good just to write this entry. 


Also, i started to listening to 90s Malay songs which is quite impressing for i am once an 80s die hard fans. I saw my friend, Irfan sang a song on his whatsapp status and the song is attached to my head since then. The song was beautifully written and i dont know, it's very calming at some points. Maybe if you want to listen what keeps playing and replaying on my mind, you can search Slam - Gerimis Mengundang. 


Hm i know my youtube channel has beat a miles stones so far, but please i am struggling to find free times to film at least an update video. 😭 my uni mates here also never get tired in asking me WHEN WILL U UPLOAD NEW VIDEOS everyday but yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im sorrrrrry i am soo busy 😫. I'll try my best to give my best. In the meantime, may everyone gain benefits from my previous videos. 🥺💖 


Here some sneak peak for my new videos, i dont promise but these will surely come and see the light of the day one day! :- 


1. Somewhat archi things

2. Daily routine vlog!

3. Hwaa i dont know!


Anyways, thank you for spending your time reading this entry. Thank you so much for being with me throughout my journey since 2016. I love you all so much and know that i am just online on whatsapp and Instagram. Write u soon!! Bye!!






Comments

  1. Nur.han9 October 2020 at 19:16

    watermelon maybe¿😂

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    1. Raihana Shamsul12 October 2020 at 22:22

      Watermelon what

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    2. Raihana Shamsul12 October 2020 at 22:24

      Neena i cant move on 😭 someone need to bring Joseph 21 pilots dulu baru the sun rise and set, the earth will turn, the birds can sing

      Delete

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