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Asma', the funniest person can be. πŸ˜€

saya ada kawan nama nye Asma'. saya selalu panggil dia Hazmah / Asmakon. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ hahahaha. dia ni, kira lawan rapat saya jugak. sbb dia selalu share her great heart to me. so i tahu apa masalah dia.  dia ada 6 org adik beradik. dia anak bongsu.  anak 1st perempuan, 4 irg laki, last sekali dia. kakak dia nama nya Atikah. kakak dia cantik cantikπŸ’– .. abg dia pulak hensem. semua Hafidzh Quran. semua pernah join pertandingan Quran peringkat negara, negeri, daerah. Ayah Asmak ni kiranya cikgu dekat sekolah saya. ok finish. ceritanya..
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satu hari tu, dia dtg lambat... bila dia dh sampai sekolah, saya tanya lah dia, knp lambat? dia jawab " malam tadi aku tak tidur langsung. " saya ckp " lerr.. kenapa? " dia ckp masa malam tu dia tak boleh tidur. lepastu bila dh pukul 2 pagi, aku nak tidur, sempat pulak kakak aku suruh goreng cucur. ko bayang kan?" saya ketawa. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ hahahaha. tapi kan awak anak bongsu.. " errrrhh. anak bongsu pun mcm anak SULONG. 😑" saya ketawa lagi HAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ " patut nya aku tak boleh tidur, kakak aku tolong lah buat aku tidor, ini tak. dh lah tgk tv. lepastu sempat suruh aku goreng cucur. " hahahahahahaha. ok. kelakar kan?

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