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  JANTUNGKU BAGAI TERHENTI SEKETIKA MELIHAT BAYANGANNYA SIAPAKAH LELAKI INI? KURNIAAN TUHAN DARI SYURGA? FIKIRKU SEJENAK HATIKU MERONTA MAHUKU DIA DISINI NAMUN PANTASNYA HANYA DICAKRAWALA BAGAIMANA BISA AKU MENDAKAPNYA ERAT LAGI KALAU BUKAN  DARI DALAM HATI - R, 19, dekat tapi jauh :)

 25th may i guess, ke 24th.. entahla. cerita dia aku takde mood tau sekarang ni siapa yang baca ni mesti ckp raihana merapu sbb raihana sendiri pun tak expect she'll be writing this in manglish,  lepastu ada shortform2 pulak tu ya Allah tak professional langsungggggggggg tak layak nak jumpa sapa2. rasa mcm nak duduk dlm kempongpong rama2. entahla rasa dah penat, wallahi rasa nak muntah hadap video lecture hari2. lifeless gilaaa aaaaaa dah la dah 10 bulan stranded kat sini so kalau betul2 gila tu ha tak tahu la nak place the blame kat mana, pandai2 lah yeeee hadap. sumpah rasa nak terjun tingkap je sekarang. takleh bayang kalau dpt course archi kat degree nanti hm mati je la nak. i nak qs so bad tp mau berasap otak kalau semua subjek kena hafal, and no more model making & design :"( understanding islam best dah topik dia, ada lagi 18 video ya anak2 nak kena tgk before esok, 1 video ada 12 minit sapa larat seh nak hadap wallahi bunuh je la aqueeeeeee huaaa nak nangis betul2 ...

 Like fridays  These will pass by A bit of little white lies  And we are tongue tied How the sky can be so calm and blue No can say it might not rain later For me and you To more of our darkest nights We are our own sun To rise again Right after that -R, 19, biar diuji takkan ku berhenti. 

 1st May 2021, Ramadan ke 19 i guess.  I'm currently having a cup of Teh Tarik i got free of charge from bazaar. I'm also in the middle of collecting energy to cut the model board for i hate my previous serial plane model, so i have to redo it 😭 *no photo due to stupid line, coverage, website ughhhhhhhh IM SO NOT IN THE MOOD.  U might be surprised with this entry, seriously. Because tonight I'm going to write something i never wrote before. 🙂 To be frank with all of you, i was hoping that semester 3 will be veeeeeery friendly, very nice to me. I had my grades on previous semesters of core archi subjects where i got B+ for Graphic Communication and B- for Freehand Drawing. Despite all exceptional As i got for ICT, Maths for Built Environments, Understanding Islam and Presentation Skillz, B+s for Statistics and Built Environments, i still don't managed to get in the Dean's List. YES, BECAUSE OF THE CORE ARCHI SUBJECTS. TAKE MY WORDS THAT I'M SO BAD AT DRAWINGS, ...