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i think i already lost my mind // hectic week 6 >:\

 25th may i guess, ke 24th.. entahla.


cerita dia aku takde mood tau sekarang ni siapa yang baca ni mesti ckp raihana merapu sbb raihana sendiri pun tak expect she'll be writing this in manglish, lepastu ada shortform2 pulak tu ya Allah tak professional langsungggggggggg tak layak nak jumpa sapa2. rasa mcm nak duduk dlm kempongpong rama2. entahla rasa dah penat, wallahi rasa nak muntah hadap video lecture hari2. lifeless gilaaa aaaaaa dah la dah 10 bulan stranded kat sini so kalau betul2 gila tu ha tak tahu la nak place the blame kat mana, pandai2 lah yeeee hadap. sumpah rasa nak terjun tingkap je sekarang. takleh bayang kalau dpt course archi kat degree nanti hm mati je la nak. i nak qs so bad tp mau berasap otak kalau semua subjek kena hafal, and no more model making & design :"(

understanding islam best dah topik dia, ada lagi 18 video ya anak2 nak kena tgk before esok, 1 video ada 12 minit sapa larat seh nak hadap wallahi bunuh je la aqueeeeeee huaaa nak nangis betul2 ni ya allah...lepastu econs ada 2 lecture jugak demand nak tgk before esok eiiiiiiiiiiiii nak muntahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :"D lepastu lusa nak submit pvc model plak ye 1 haprak pun tak buat lagi haaa kang jgn aku submit mockup model kang ha tendang je la aku pengen hidup :D pastu khamis kena submit outline duo presentation utk ajaran sesat dehjeboqmukpqlzhx, malam tu dah meeting debate dgn debater power namati semua international debater aku je kentang noob semua la pastu dah kena ada isi usul2 utk 8 ke 6 topik ntah. bnyak gilak kita ada pembangkang dgn kerajaan tertiba rasa menyesal pulak accept offer Asad haritu :") tp rasa ada manfaatnya that i can make friends with Asad & Afrina. hm apa2 je la. pastu next week isnin dh kena submit presentation board ya allah kalau debate tu menang, 3 hari berturut2 tau debat rasa nak kalah je la tp asad ni mcm letak harapan tinggi je 

oiiiiii the last time i joined debate was whan i was 16!!!!! best debater pun sumpah tak sepower koranggg international debater, kena pulak wakil kos, lawan budak law, irk, medic, language weyhhh paling down to earth seh aku :"))) kena pulak tgk dlm gp debat tu debater2 kos lain sombong namampus lagi meluat nak berdebat cemni, like mmg kena menang do, taleh bagi muka sangat hua aku tahu aku merapu but i said what i said.

dengan ada org tu haih entahla nak ckp pun penat. rasa nak gi shopping mall jerp sekarang lepastu perabih duit lepastu kemas rumah lepastu pos ig pastu AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH. 


nak bebel apa lg..


dgr lagu pun menyampah dah sekarang, 10 bulan siot aku sumbat telinga ni dgn earphone, rasanya earphone ngan headphone tu dh bnyamk gila sampai boleh bukak muzium. buat model dgr lagu, buat assignment dgr lagu, lipat kain dgr lagu, semua la. bosan dah tahu bosannnnnnnnnnnn.


like wallahi course ni susah. aku tak tahu la camne aku nk hadap degree nanti. nk dpt title bukan terus habis degree terus dpt. ada part 1 and architect part 2, lepastu kena kerja dulu, pastu kena register dulu lepastu kena itu kena ini, kira2 kalau amik archi degree nanti 10 tahun habis utk belajar start dr undergraduate jek. baru dpt title betul2. entahla i just go w the flow tp utk malam ni sumpahhhhhhhh bg chance la nak hidup, i need cinema i want mcd i craving baju2 kat padini ya allah sumpahhhhh nak nangissssssssss tp taknak balik. 


ok dh habis bebel tp semua ni is better kalau... hm apa2 je la, i still marah and nak terjun tingkap.


bye.

budak seni bina

baru asasi

tapi rasa macam nak mati


prolly gonna regret this later sbb publish but oh well this is the reality babes. doa2 la crush tak baca hahahahahaahah bye 



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