🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

 23rd August.  I have no idea what's the silver lining -  definitely the shittiest thing that ever happened to me after my ex-crush likes somebody else. maybe, I got to write this entry and journal the worst episode of me, overthinking about how lovely it would be if it was him and me.   I'm currently at the beginning of my final weeks and suddenly today, my laptop decided to leave me for Hawaii. I met some of the university computer technicians and they legit don't want to take risk since my laptop is the newest among newest. like excuse me, I paid that for rm 5k with my OWN money as 10 years-road-to-advanced-architect investment. I picked from one of the famous brand of all  and only got to use it for 5 months?? are u kidding me like on my final week???? now my friends are rushing with their final submissions and I bet they're gonna finish it by the week, while me, waiting for my spare parts from Dell within 3 weeks since the laptop is made in Saudi - lik...

  absence a second  feels a lifetime presence a second also feels  a lifetime - R, 20; patient  

  this heart beats like a poem sings of your name like an anthem -R, 20; a joyful concert  

 31 Julai 2022.  baru jek balun maggie kari masak sendiri kat rumah tadi lepastu terus otw ke uia. sekarang tengah lipat kain and sort mana nak bawa balik rumah and mana nak tinggal. melampau gila kalau bawa semua baju ke kampus macam aku tak balik langsung plak. at least tinggalkan kat rumah nanti ada la tukang pakai cuma tu la kesian pulak umi hari2 hadap wardrobe room tu penuh dgn baju2. later la kena help her sort mana pakai mana tak dia cumanya penuh sbb sayang to let go baju2 lama kitaorg. entahla aku ni sejenis semua benda kena ada kategori, ikutkan hati lebih proper kalau tulis entry ni all english tapi ye la aku malas nak fikir, sudahla down sebab bahasa arab berhabuk, like legit dulu kalau nak cakap terus je cakap. now kalau nak cakap kena loading lama sikit lepastu tak cakap2. lepastu lagi la aku tak amik kelas english. cakap bila nak cakap je ha the rest speaking bahasa bangunan. kadang2 aku rasa malu nak cakap dgn sapa2 sbb entah apa2 la aku cakap ni if that makes...