🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

 28th September 2022.  It's been a while I didn't talk about dream since the last time about the prince charming who woke me up for Fajr prayer if you guys could recall. And this morning's dream is nothing less as happy as that one.  I dreamt that I woke up from everyday sleep like always but there were lots of people waiting around the bed. It was like around 30 people I don't really recognize but they somehow knew me in that dream. First when I got my eyelids opened they were all cheering and talking to each other " Raihana is awake, Raihana is awake " as if I slept for a quite long time and I was like, " oh yes, I am ". I looked at those faces and I really, didn't know who they are, however their expressions and behaviors subtly indicating that I was in a comma. Like always, I usually drink some water after my sleep - So I rose from that bed and tried to walk to the kitchen. The kitchen was filled with natural lighting, as warm-yellowish as h...

  bukan ini wajah yang kukenali gadai selamanya untuk sementara barangkali kita sombong jahil pemenang bukan dibelakang -R, 20; pergi dulu.

  pena  menungguku bermadah bagai luka  yang rindu untuk berdarah -R, 20; rumah . 

belum sempat reput cebisan sebelum ini nyanyianku disambut  mahuku apa lagi -R, 20; aku. 

15th September; let your smart device play All Too Well & Love Story both in medieval instrumental while reading this. I would say it's the anthem of my heart during the event.   It's been 5 days since the event . Never I have ever imagined in my mind not even once that I met you. The last time we met when we were arranging the studios and partitions for our final submissions. You were there, and I were one of the batch representatives. You were sitting right in front of me, only talking to me, fulfilling the role of not knowing anybody else.    It's still fresh in my mind, how I mocked you about the disgusting storage room for our models, I sprayed it on your face how your batch is responsible as you guys are the seniors. Quite shocking that you literally agreed with my did-on-purpose argument. I was impressed not because it is uncommon for senior to accept suggestions, but the way you responded was as fascinating as your smile. You were so humble and easy going...

  when the morning wind sings dance the rhythm and breath let go all the sorrow let free all the what to be even the bravest is terrified to death sole coward is terrified to live -R,20; September Ninth.