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15th September; let your smart device play All Too Well & Love Story both in medieval instrumental while reading this. I would say it's the anthem of my heart during the event.  



It's been 5 days since the event. Never I have ever imagined in my mind not even once that I met you. The last time we met when we were arranging the studios and partitions for our final submissions. You were there, and I were one of the batch representatives. You were sitting right in front of me, only talking to me, fulfilling the role of not knowing anybody else. 
 

It's still fresh in my mind, how I mocked you about the disgusting storage room for our models, I sprayed it on your face how your batch is responsible as you guys are the seniors. Quite shocking that you literally agreed with my did-on-purpose argument. I was impressed not because it is uncommon for senior to accept suggestions, but the way you responded was as fascinating as your smile. You were so humble and easy going. And as I thought the story ends there. 

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Ought I to lay down my fortress, I do had such a pleasant night. The event I've been wishing to be freed of after rejections of everything, the event with its planning was still on air, the event with irritating, endless urgent meetings, the event that took control 90% of my packed schedule and submissions, is the one that brought me here - to you, and us. 

You weren't belong here as best as I could remember, but your sudden presence has taken me back to the story that pleaded for more chapters. Now the moment we were together in it has become the greatest souvenir and I shall thank you for making the night happened. 

Even once 
of the far away glance 
could light up the whole night
how would you tell of everyday
when this world is just a breath away

To surrender 
this wordless letter
should you speak
the language of the divine
muted and quite
should you fluent
in silence

-R, 20; Tenth of September. 

******


support system 
alias mon roomate
 for sem 3


najma


favourite of all, my emcee partner,
 Asiah of Xander. 
wallahi looking forward
 for more memories with her 🥺♥️♥️ 
*dah rindu huwa 


girlfriend zul, fa & yen. 
fa sangatlah caring and yen did my make up but blusher je la 🥺 pun lawa haih


preptech tagune lagi2 Sufi. 🤡
nasib baik Nabil gentleman 


ayat faris 1st time jumpa kitaorg
 " boleh berkenalan? " 🤣🤣🤣


dengan abe femes ni boss israq nii dia la segalanya in Architecture kahkah


sekadar senior orientasi, nana


fans tegar saya yang tak berapa nak tegar, anak buah lecturer kesayangan, Dr Sufian, amiwa


jiran bilik favourite


sebab ari punya baju comel 
lepastu ada nuha and dayah in frame 
💗💗


tema kitaorg renaissance gitchew
 arise to a new beginning 
tu semua berbaju medieval 


my dejavu the whole event
wudnt make it for agd
kalau bukan sebab Archi raya dengan Isha 🥰



never the least, insyallah

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