🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

 26th November 2022.  Guess what this gal haven't touch her Design yet and she had just a few hours before her sleep time - at least I need to have a rough form, floor plan, circulation experience, material selection and my RNR landscape by tonight. Yup. I spent the whole day watching Emily In Paris and I would say I am quite addicted to the episodes now. I am recharged to continue my aspiration since 2019 where I learnt French because I admired this one Malay-French guy, the son of somewhat Malaysian celebrity, and he doesn't speak Malay. Thank God my foundation offered the subject during my time as schedule snack so, I had my time enjoying the ride. It's just I don't practice the language anymore as I used to use an online app namely Mondly, to you know, keep the song playing in my tongue. But I need to uninstall it due to my phone storage problem that cared more about my architectural project soft copies.  Looking at Emily, it somehow reflects back to my dull life, i...

 20th Dec 2022.  Dear all,  This is going to be a quite friendly reminder and somewhat indirect letter which means I tried as best as I could to not offend anyone with my words. For those who find me interesting, thank you. For those who are willing to be there when I need you, thank you. For those who accept me for who & what I am, thank you. I seriously have nothing in the world to compare with your kindness. All I could do is to pray and ask Allah to grant each of you His highest jannah and I promise you, I won't be selfish. You will have my back for the rest of your life. I'm not going to stop appreciating you in everything I do, I have achieved, for those are the things that makes difficulty feels lots better.  I am legit nobody. I humbly know how pathetic the level of knowledge I'm currently at and I don't ask anyone to praise me the way I don't deserve. If you don't like me, feel free to feel so. Don't feel burdened just because others seem to pat...

 17th Dec 2022, 0031hrs Still feels like yesterday I've cried my heart out in front of my lecturer and my friends - idiot, it really was happening yesterday!  Yesterday was supposed to be the day where I share my outfit, take a bunch of pics of my crit 1 materials and proud of myself very much. But all those didn't happened. Instead, I made fun of myself by crying in front of my most always-find-reason-to-quarrel-with-me lecturer and I even screamed on Syamil  "Kau boleh jangan kacau aku tak?!".   *disclaimer: I wasn't crying because of the crit, but because my lecturer kept teasing me dasar sir!!! ergh jatuh martabat saya. sksksksk (will insert pic once i balik uia) Anyways, I am quite excited with my concept this time though my panels said that it's not strong enough to be brought for RNR, which I believed that they just don't understand it as I do but I'll prove them wrong!  So my concept is basically the sea - OMG I feel guilty for not calling it p...