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20th Dec 2022.

Dear all,

This is going to be a quite friendly reminder and somewhat indirect letter which means I tried as best as I could to not offend anyone with my words. For those who find me interesting, thank you. For those who are willing to be there when I need you, thank you. For those who accept me for who & what I am, thank you. I seriously have nothing in the world to compare with your kindness. All I could do is to pray and ask Allah to grant each of you His highest jannah and I promise you, I won't be selfish. You will have my back for the rest of your life. I'm not going to stop appreciating you in everything I do, I have achieved, for those are the things that makes difficulty feels lots better.

I am legit nobody. I humbly know how pathetic the level of knowledge I'm currently at and I don't ask anyone to praise me the way I don't deserve. If you don't like me, feel free to feel so. Don't feel burdened just because others seem to path their ways into this black heart of mine. You will not enjoy if you are not willing to be lost. You will be angry because nothing shows the direction and the dark corners will only make you feel uncomfortable and worried. The heart is too big I must tell. It is made for the people who crave for adventurous journey, for them who thirst for wonders and secrets. The treasures are buried deep for those who seek and never it is a dismay.

You have never been walking the journey all along, you charted your own map underestimating where the road is branching out to. How would you call it a life if your way in is as the same as your way out?

Raihana, 20.

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I think the reckless Raihana is back. She worries everyone and excites everyone at the same time. She either can be enough or more than enough. When they couldn't bear, they will seek help from the parents, asking tips about the journey barangkali?

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First Speech 😂

Hello. i'm Raihana. i am 14 years young ( hahahaha 😂 ) old lah. I'm Malaysian. em, saya bersekolah di SMIK. ( sek. men. ibn khaldun ) saya sayang sekolah saya. saya berharap dapat menguasai nya suatu hari nanti. HAH HAH, I'm gonna rule da kingdom! 😼 bila saya dh bsr nanti, saya nak jadi Pilot. airline pilot. ramai kawan2 saya tak percayakan saya. cikgu saya pun tak percayakan saya. tapi takpe, ORG YG PALING PENTING dlm bab2 kepercayaan ni adalah DIRI SENDIRI. make sure yg diri tu percaya dekat diri sendiri. kena yakin. kena ada self-confidence. jadi, saya tak kisah kalau diorg nak percaya ke tak. 😚 form 5 nanti, saya nak belajar dekat Europe sbb nak ambil kelas penerbangan dekat sana.tp, saya nak belajar dekat Tanah Arab jugak mcm Medina, Jordan, Syria. 😢 saya tak tahu nak pilih mana satu. ni dh bazirkan masa saya dh nk fikir lagi.. itu ini... ok lah. sampai sini saja yang saya nk ckp. faham tak pe tak faham sudah. ok bai.

Lesson learned: Never ask Umi berapa banyak kunyit nak letak..

9th March 2025, it's Rachel's birthday today, member tengah syok tidur aku pulerk tengah bersantai lepas balun Koko krunch, and masak lauk sahur. Macam awkward to write after so long I didn't write here, but I think I need a comeback, Raihana has been missing for so so long 😵‍💫! But to tell I've been living my life quite fullest la juga; I learned, I worked, I cooked, I explored places with my family and dated most of my closest friends from university since I graduated. It's already puasa day 8 dah,, and proudly nak flex aku kot yang masak buka skang, bkan mak aku HAHAHAHAH 😎 nasib je la tak snap hari2 sebab tahu2 dah licin but I cooked sizzling, macaroni cheese, sardin kuah tomato cili api, spaghetti masak lemak cili apii kahkah Currently it's 1:39 am and I just cooked some lauk bersahur. I think the recipe is quite simple that I want to keep it for my husband later hahahaha. Udang Kertas Goreng Kunyit Sorry la ni snap masa berasap-asap dalam kuali hshshs...

pulling myself back tgt :-(

29 aug 2021 how are y'all Life has been very mundane and boring a bit right now that I'm kinda excited for the degree streamlining result to gush out from my email box. I also did a few research about undergraduate scholarships and felt a lil dizzy staring at the screen for too long. anyway did you guys know, on the previous 21st aug God had taken world's most precious (if he's not, well at least mine most wonderful ) Don Everly. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm sorry if you guys are confused, let me tell you a secret, Don Everly was a singer, a very poetic singer, a very handsome young man (literally appears after his poetic potential) are the only thing my heart can see 😭 he was one of the iconic duo throughout the century, The Everly Brothers. They were very popular during the 60s era (but it feels like it's timeless ya know?!) I listened to their songs since I was 8, the song All I Have To Do Is Dream all thanks to my mum for introducing me these gentlemen. Since t...

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Life is Mad Mad with one-o-o-one people different noses and eyes and faces Different-minded people Life is Mad. How could this World can be so "okay" with this kind of people? Life is Mad! it's because the DIFFERENT kind of people. Life is Mad, but how? we know that when sisters have different minded, they'll fight. and it causes " damage. ". Life Is Mad. Cause we shared the eye color but not HEART COLOR. that's good. noh, that's awful. Life is Mad!! —yo y dont u create one like hell i'm so having fun makin this 😝♥

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