Quiting school¿?

assalamualaikum w.b.t. 😊 hallo, hallo, and gallo. 😙 kinda " what the heck " topic today. so, AM I GOING TO QUITING SCHOOL? idk. 😔 it's not what i asked for. ( but MAY be. cus i always ask Allah for giving me the best. 🙍 idk) but since my examination result wasn't good, my family kinda not trusting me in pt3. ( O Allah, there's a butterfly in my stomach to talk bout this 😰 ) wait. can't we talk bout this tomorrow or later or whenever? cus i just can't go into it. 😢😳  ( writed on 20 dec, 6.34 am ).

okey. now 7.05 am 😄 and im going to sambung balik apa yg diperkatakan oleh agong diatas. 😂 HAAHAHA. okey. then, yuran pulak dh naik.. em. so my momma cakaplah tahun depan berenti sekolah nak? amik tahfiz je, hafal Quran. 📑 and my sisturr and i be like " OFC LAH NAKKKKK !!!!!!!! NO NEED TO BURDEN THE Brain with such no ending 'im not understand' & ' i can't remember those. " 😄

so means kita tak de pititige lah. 👼 lepastu kebetulan bestie ramai yang pindah and yang paling dekat adalah MTA. maahad tahfiz al aqsa. 🏠 so kitaorg search search and search dlm internet sekolah2 tahfiz, (kitaorg cuma nak hafal al quran, then faham, ingat & amalkan. kitaorg xnak mcm madrasah2 tu. belajar Nahu Sorof dn sbgainya. ) 😳 dapatlah sekolah beberapa sek antaranya Sek ust Dusuki tu. Sekolah ust ni bagus. 😃 but after called semua sekolah tu,, dah full, dah tutup utk permohonan 2017. 😥😥😥 guane tuu?

so kitaorg call mta plak. so hari ni kitaorg nk discuss pasal bayaran, masa, sijil & sebagainya. kejap lagi mak saya pergi. ☺ semalam dtg kejap, eihh 😍😍 jumpa kak Aaisyah lah. 😙😙 tapi dh tutup. dia minta dtg esok. harap2 dipermudahkan lah segalanya. 💞 in shaa Allah.

But, but but but.

SETAHUN NI WEII KITA TAK SEKOLAH. 💀 mungkin akan timbul rasa keboringan ye lah kalau amik part time, cuma petang jer. 🎑 umi cadang, pagi2 amik kelas English. so means pagi tusyen, petang Quran 💓. habiskan 30 juzuk dulu. form 5 nanti baru masuk sekolah balik utk amik SPM. tapi,, kalau kelas English tu x dpt lagi?? 😮 cane tu? so, umi buat preparation nak tanya SMKJK, so dpt belajar & petanf hafal quran. lepastu sekolah pagi je. tengahari dh balik. 😄 sounds great to me. 😃😂

but the kind of scary things here is umi cakap kalau sekolah kebangsaan ni dia ok, cuma STRICT. kalau kata dtg awal, kena AWAL. 🌄 kalau kata pakai baju putih biru, kena PUTIH BIRU. 🌊 kalau kata itu kena itu, klau ini kena ini. so benda ni pretty much menggetarkan qalbu sedikit. 😂😂😂 HAHAHA. yela selama sek 'sini' aku x pernah ikut peraturan. dtg lewat, kadang pukul 12 pun boleh. 😂 lepastu x pakai lencana. kasut pulak kadang bukan kasut sekolah. 😂😂 so agak gementar.

but the sweetest part is when your ex primary classmate kate " Tak pe Rayy, aku sanggup pindah kelas kalau ko pindah sini " 😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚😚💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 i love u fatin. 😊😊 haha.

then i think plak about nanti tak cukup kerusi camne? 😂😂😂 kalau x de kawan camne?? 😂😂 hehe.

the sad one was nanti aku dh x belajar feqah, hadis, tafsir, tauhid. 😖 tambah pulak dgn cikgu yg freakin osom. 🙌😹😹 mmg gila kelas dibuat nya. HAHAHAHA.

umi tanya RAAAAMAI org " wat will hapen kalau dak amik pititige? " so ramai org cakap " tk pe ", " sorait ", " it's fine ", 😄😄😄😄 and umi cerita yg kawan umi dia org putih, dia ada quran. sekarang dia mengajar dkt uni King Abd Aziz kat Madinah ke,, kat mana ntah. 😅 sori2 x ingat. kira mcm dia ajar Quran guna english. so hebat lah kan? 😱

so, I think that, yeah ok jgak FOR THE FIRST TIME ( and maybe THE LAST TIME ) tak amik exam besar. 😁😁😁

but umi cakap kena sanggup lah tebalkan telinga kalau org tanya pititige. taknak terasa2. 😹😹😹 umi, hati saya ini kentall bu. 😄😄😂😂 lol.

so now sudah kekenyangan idea. taktau nak tulis apa. 😂 sorri panjang sgt gais.

i just hoping your Doa , pray the best for me. 🙏 cus doas can make change. thanks! 😺