🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

18th Dec 2019, 15.34 pm Alhamdulillah, my mum just got back from her Umrah! I was so toast, 10 days captived at my own home 😖. It shouldn't supposed  to be that bad at first but my dad suddenly informed us that HE REALLY NEEDS TO OUTSTATION. So ya. I am all alone. When my mum has reached there, in Jeddah, i am very excited and wondering what will she get for me? I do love collecting things and stuff from other parts of the world! Soooo my mum's trip to there will surely makes me can't hold my breath any longer that i decided to surf the internet about souvenirs from Hejaz. Sadly, all pictures of souvenirs on Google didn't show much. And i keep saying to myself, there must be something good in Hejaz.. like what the companions r.a bought long time ago? What kind of gift they got for their wives and daughters?  So, time moves pretty fast that my mum safely arrived her home sweet home and i am shocked,, my mum is SO BRILLIANT in buying goodies. Like everything she...

I was fully living my life Until you came across And took my breath away And I am beyond the living things -R, 27th nov 2019, last paper fizik.

Everybody grows... at different rates For if you are the slowest; Darling then, people are willing to die just to see the last flower blooms... 🌻 -R, 12th nov 2019, had migraine for PSI (Wish her luck 💗) , then suddenly flashback-ed her memory lane... 

Hello!! So it's my 1st time doing this kinda content since some of u wondering about how i wear my hijab.. well, it is just a hijabi classic look ! But since everyone still wondering how.. To be honest I am really bad at wearing hijab.. obviously you can see how i look like at school. My mum keep telling me it's alright to look ugly sometimes as long as u have a good wide mind. Remember that the sun doesn't lose its beauty when the clouds are covering her.  So, i am notorious for not wearing any under scarf and more than 1 pin for everyday look. And im not even ashamed. I am a very simple girl ye la sbb nanti nak singgah solat lah, lepastu org ada adik kan.. First things first, i use cotton material i bought in Turkey. Like mostly, this is the common material people in Arabs, Turkey and around that region use for their hijabs. It costs me 40tl ( rm 40 ) only , and to me it is affordable for i bought this at the Grand Bazaar. 🤔  Without further a do, here's a ...

Like an angel you fall, Make me had nowhere to look; Your eyes shows the paradise of all, I'm hooked. -R, 4th October 2019,f

I have no power to Stop somebody from hating me Nor the power to Stop somebody from loving me So why bother..? -R, 14th October 2019 The story behind the poem's title is my 1st reaction when i first heard what was really happening. What was the happening thangg? You'll ask. Well, this is one of the bizarre event of my life.. it's about a very bold man (i have to admit). at first, i was left puzzled in the hallway  but on 14th of October, everything was very clear to me. I was not very shocked as people thought me i should have.  Such a bold act, all i could describe. This poem is dedicated to what was happening on me and has nothing to do with everyone. I really appreciate your love for my blog and my writings as promised, my digital diary. But dang, i am too shyyy to write every single piece of my ages crocheted mind. I think a lot a daydreaming a lot! Whoever reads the poems in the blog  and wondering, keep on cause I do enjoy left people puzzled. ...

" Last night i cried myself to sleep,   For the one that makes me weep    I dried my eyes to greet the day   And wondered whyyy i had to pay? " I am very thankful that Allah s.w.t placed me in my current high school. I got to learn the Fiqh perfectly and know how to read the Quran. I got good fellows and teachers and  also good environment. My teachers were stuffed with knowledges from many parts of the world. Some studied in Sudan, some in Africa, some in Jordan & Syria, some in India. And there were originally from Arab land itself! They only know so little bahasa Melayu but that's alright as long as we are still able to communicate. I was truly blessed for what i am given and being sprinkled with. All the seerah I've been told and convey, all the hadis I've been memorized and also how good my Arabic really is. I can read and understand the Arabic text without any Arab sign and meaning. All thanks to Allah for expanding my chess and my dearest t...

Assalamualaikum everyone! I am very glad that i finally got free time to write an entry today, back at the 1st purpose why this blog was made 😁. So tadi, i was watching some Korean Movie clips (whyyyy takde full movie genk like I'm dying for the movie!! 😭😭) and just then i heard somewhat familiar voice coming out from my mum's room. The voice was loud, clear and ooh pretty ear-catching too. Ada gaya2 pembaca berita. 🤔 listening for what yang nak dikata, LAAAA, SUARA AKU KE 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 evet, it's my voice. Then my mum called me, " Cayang! " and i rushed to her. I was nervous, " mak aku tgk video2 aku ke " since every piece of my thang is under her control. And if she watches some of my gedik2 video on the phone, oh God  she will starts her endless nagging saying that " what purpose a buat video mcm ni? " or " instead of mcm ni baik ko buat math " and stuff. But know that, my mum knows me so yah ada guwe kisah?😅   And so gu...

Yes, 2 minutes right after publishing my ' Alcoholic Father story ' . >< 24th April 2019, next week exam! Hari Guru SMIK. Hello, people! Today I decided to tell you guys about my skin secret. I thought lot of u guys can handle these teenage sensitive skins, but there are some asked me about what I wear & I never thought people will think about my skin is like what i thought i would never be. A little kaget here, actually. Hehe. So there might some of you gonna ask, is it OK to have skincare stuffs i mean, does own it can against the syara'? The answer is, having skincare thingies is OK as long as it's halal (make sure you check the halal logo on your products before buy it! Maybe for some opinions, nobody is going to care. But trust me, i do care about your skincare status cuz are you, gonna take off your skin everutime you wanna pray or during ibadah? and MY DAD cares about mine. He ever throw away my VERY NEW-NOT EVEN TOUCHED-FACE WASH because ...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t, everyone!!! I'm backkkk since my parents bought me a new smart phone 🥰 (alhamdulillah may Allah bless them the Firdaus). I was so busy lately finishing my hws, extra classes and much much more, preparing for a hugeeee examination, SPM.  As for today, I just had a greatt time at school for Teachers Day. 😊 There were  Nasheed (sedap gila!!!!!!suara abang yang nyanyi tu 😆 & shout out also, my classmate! U done such a good job! #donesupportmember)   , Pantun@Seloka Hari Guru ala-ala SMIK (ada junior lelaki ni comelllllllllllllllllllllllllll sgttt!!!!!), tilawah Al-Quran (serius!!! One of the nicest recitation after my classmate, Azim & Qari Taha Al Junaid 😍) & ikrar cikgu. Ok ni lawak sbb lepas ikrar yg diketuai oleh Cg Ismail tu kena nyanyi lagu Guru Malaysia. Lepastu, cikgu lain macam malu2 nak nyanyi kecuali cikgu Ismail yang tgh pgg mic. 😂😂 srs dgr suara cg Ismail je, tapi cg tak nyanyi semua lirik nya, dia nyanyi part SUARA...

Tired, writing karangan BM - 16th April 2019 I wasted my time Changing myself for you I wasted my time Worried if i can't suit the missing piece In you I wasted my time For i know that i won't ever Be able to make you feel Like she did I wasted my time But then i realize, That the problem Isn't in me It is in YOU. YOU are the one That DON'T FIT me, oops. -R