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Met some makcik2 and they said they saw me on the internet!

Assalamualaikum everyone! I am very glad that i finally got free time to write an entry today, back at the 1st purpose why this blog was made 😁.

So tadi, i was watching some Korean Movie clips (whyyyy takde full movie genk like I'm dying for the movie!! 😭😭) and just then i heard somewhat familiar voice coming out from my mum's room. The voice was loud, clear and ooh pretty ear-catching too. Ada gaya2 pembaca berita. 🤔 listening for what yang nak dikata, LAAAA, SUARA AKU KE 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 evet, it's my voice. Then my mum called me, " Cayang! " and i rushed to her. I was nervous, " mak aku tgk video2 aku ke " since every piece of my thang is under her control. And if she watches some of my gedik2 video on the phone, oh God she will starts her endless nagging saying that " what purpose a buat video mcm ni? " or " instead of mcm ni baik ko buat math " and stuff. But know that, my mum knows me so yah ada guwe kisah?😅 

 And so guwe pun arrived depan hidung momma i. When my mum showed me the video, EEEPPP VIDEO REVIEW PASAL SEMINAR CHEGU KHAIRI LAA 😂 !! Sapa tak kenal cg Khairi? Selalu ada je iklan dia all over Social Media. Esp Facebook i think sbb dia nak promote dkt mak2 supaya masukkan anak diorg since fb kan mmg port mak2 😂.  So, i was chosen to share what i got from the seminar. Also, there were some other friends la. Ada Mun, Arif & Edry.

I was like, MUM WHERE DID YOU FOUND THIS? IT'S BEEN AGES CG SUHAIL ( my addmath teacher) ASKED FOR THE VIDEOS. My mum was like " entah, buka2 fb je kluar muka ko " and hell i look so cute even w spek yang takde tangkai sebelah 😂😂😂😂.

So my mind goes back down to the memory lane where recently there were makcik-makcik at my school canteen said that they saw me on the internet. At first, i was "Makcik silap org kot.. 😅"

"Tak, makcik tahu la tu kamu. "

Aku pikir sat, youtube channel aku ke? Setahu aku aku tak tunjuk muka 🤔

" oh, video masa Iftar Perdana tu ya? "
*i was also chosen utk di interview as wakil sekolah utk prog. Iftar Perdana dgn Menteri Pendidikan, YB Maszlee Malik !! 🤩 full story on my next entry cuz adik aku, Rachel ni tak boleh kalau tak dipegang 🌝🌝🌝.

"Bukan... yang Iftar Perdana tu makcik dah tgk.. yang ni yang lain.. macam bukan dekat sekolah.. awak cakap pasal matematik"

BING! Now i remembered!

"Oh, tu seminar Addmath, cikgu tu suruh saya share pasal apa yang saya dapat dr seminar dia😄😄 saya tak tgk lagi video nya. T.kasih makcik! Hehe "

And so on, yang lain tanya benda sama jugak. 💁‍♀️


And yah bila dah tgk video ni baru la nak betulkan2 ayat like IM SO DUMB IN BERBAHASA, pardon me people 😣😣😣 but still, im too good at smiling i guess.. and cooking... and shopping... and outfit-ing 🤷‍♀️ *just to sedapkan my heart since i know I'm so dumb at literally everything, but still mesti ada jugak terer at something hihi*

So yah, that's 1 of the hectic roller coasters of my f5. Gonna share more about what I've been thru this whole year & i bet this is the mukemmel life God gave me, alhamdulillah, 🥰


Wallahuaklam, see u on my next entry!

#counttheblessings
#blessed


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