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When you look at me
I see stars
And when you smile
I feel high

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I'm clueless about
How you can know me this well
How you can fit every missing part in the chapter
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Again-


    Why is it so hard to make poem about you?!!!!!

You are the real definition
That one is enoug

Hmxmdkso bye

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