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Result UPU dah ~KELUARRRR~

5 Jun 2020.
Puasa 2/6 hari.
5.20 am.

..Teringat pulak Rasulullah kalau bersahur, dia berhenti bila tau, gap antara dia berhenti makan dengan azan subuh adalah 50 ayat al quran. :)

Haiii semua. Harini mood lain so kita guna bahasa ibunda je la eh 🤪, tanda cinta akan bangsa & negara kan~

" He who doesn't love his country, has no faith "- Ertughrul 

Ok. Macam kita semua tahu, 3 Jun yang lalu merupakan tarikh keramat dimana keputusan UPU bagi calon SPM 2019 keluar! Jadi, nak cerita nya sebelum isi UPU, banyak betul cabaran dan dugaannya 😂. Aku sampai berconsult dengan 12 orang kawan mak aku yang diorang ni kerjanya lecturer, cikgu, doktor, ahli korporat, orang surau dan lain2 sebab nak tanya pendapat.

To be frank with you, siapa yang kenal aku, like mak aku, makcik aku, adik2 aku 😂, anis, naei, suhada, arina, ainul dan yang lain22222 tahu sangat aku ni clingey gilaaaaaa lepastu mengharapkan orang yang buat keputusan hahahahahahaahah aib nyaa. 🥺 Weh serius even nak pergi toilet jangan main2, 5 tahun aku sekolah menengah, hari2 ada orang tolong checkkan untuk aku apa benda dalam toilet bowl 😂😂😂😂😂😂. Mana lah tahu ada ular ke or something berkarat hmmmm >> better jangan tengok nanti hati boleh mati, lagi2 untuk penghafaz al quran okie :) << lepastu nanti diorg tolong flush kan 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 ya Allah ini anak2 syurga apa gimanaa. baik bangett!! Makasih yaaaa temen22222 yang udah nolong aku survive!! 💗🥺 after this, things will never ever be the same again :)

Jadiiii, kalau korang buat sesi soal jawab dengan Raihana pada Febuari yang lalu , dia akan jawab " oh saya tak kisah nak belajar apa2 pun. Saya nak masuk syurga. "

🙂

It was legit so hard at first to make choices (sampai aku terfikir nanti kalau princes charming datang beratur mau pengsan aku tak tahu nak pilih yang mana satu  hahahahahahaha kawan2 jangan menyampah dengans saye pls).

But today, after i got my result, i knew i how to sum everything up. Semoga bermanfaat lah eh junior2 saya yang baca entry ni hihi. ~>

Pilihan 1st letak yang paaaaaaaaaling minat. Pilihan last letak yang LEAST minat. But makesure semua minat la okay! 😙 

Jangan pilih banyak2 (tapi kalau memang nak pilih banyak sukahati lah). Macam sis, sis ambil 6 pilihan je tu pun ma shaa allah nak isi satu ruang pilihan tu ambil masa 30 tahun 😂 (ke sebab i AM tough gitew?) 


Korang mesti tertanya2 kan, Raihana dapat sambung apa? Dekat mana? Atau apa je dalam list choices upu Raihana? atau Apa result SPM Raihana? Tak habaq mai pun!

Ladies and gents, moh ler kita address the elephant in your mind tu, aku pun bukan jenis suka berahsia2, or tersirat2 (unless you're somewhat different kind of human to deal with and u should take that as compliment! 😛)

1. In shaa allah i will continue my studies in Architecture. I got SO MANY messages saying that i am following my mom's carrier and stuff but to get things clear here, my mom studied dental at UM back when she was a teenager. She found that being a dental student somehow macam takde life, so she changed her course to computer science dekat UM jugak. But todayy, she works as a draughtswoman (pelukis pelan) with my uncle so yah. Hahahah. (Kira ikut mak ke ni? U tell!)

2. Disebabkan frustrated dengan result SPM yang dah telan buku pun tak dapat straight A, jadi dah serik dengan sains. After berbaldi-baldi blood, tears and a few mental breakdown, my mom suggested maybe sebab ambil sains kot tu yang kechiwa ecewah. Jadi untuk Uni, i was planning untuk amik ARTS sahaja. No more sciences. Selamani punya berdiri atas kaki sendiri. Mak suruh amik acc but i bertegas nak belajar sains. Sebab nanti kalau cucu tanya pasal fotosintesis boleh la jawab 😂 . Tapi kali ni, sebab target tinggi sangat kan (walhal result sebelum2 ni okay je sumpah la. Trial SPM pun okay 😭. Bio, fizik A. Subjek teras agama semua mantop dah. Rasa macam dah ready sangat. Cuma tak target addmath dengan chemy je) jadi orang kata shoot for stars you will land on moon. But gilakk aku shoot stars tapi aku land atas tanah! Memang lahhhhh sakit 😭 terduduk aku tengok result. Masa tu aku fikir nak duduk dekat bucu surau je lepastu nanes 😂. Orang lain semua nak lempang muka aku sebab diorang kata result aku okay je dengan subjek2 yang A tu pun hahahahaha tapi entahla aku nak 10A. Bukan 6A. Kalau hang nak 4 ka, 6 ka, 8A ka sukahati hang la, eden nak 10!!

Iklan>>eh takde orang baca kan blog ni malu pulak tulis macam ni. 😂 anyway semoga termotivate la ek.

Jadi aku buat keputusan nak dengar cakap mak which is, tak payah sambung sains. Tapi.. dalam banyak2 pilihan tu kan, cukup 5 je untuk ARTS yang aku minat. Last sekali tu hmhmhmhm sebab masatu hari last hantar UPU, aku isi architecture dekat UIA. Since architecture kan half sains half arts. Lepastu dia ada math, makanan aku tu hahahaah 😂. Aku dah plan dah kalau dapat language, kan tak belajar math, so ingat nak borong la buku math atau problem solving dekat Popular sebab kalau boleh nak la otak ni bergerak, kreatif, semua la. Tapi eh dah dapat dah ni?!

3. I got 6As in my previous SPM, 2019. But dang I AM HELL BETTER THAN THAT PRINTED PAPER 🙄🔫. Like itu hanyalah diatas kertas je kot dahlah manusia pulak tu yang tanda 🙄🙄aku pun boleh macam tu. Puih kertas tu hampir bunuh aku tahu tak, sampai bengkak2222 ha mata aku seminggu tahuu lepas keluar result tu. Nasib la aku ni cerdikz , that paper doesn't define us at all,  kids. Remember that.  😙 but overall Alhamdulillah! Kita tak tahu kemana rezeki harini bawa kita. 🤗 boleh jadi, jalan yang nampak macam berliku2, orang jarang guna, itulah jalan nak pergi terus ke cita2 kita. Nobody can say where the road goes kan?.

Well i think that's all for today. Hanya sekadar rekod untuk diri sendiri bila dah tua nanti. ;) untuk sekarang, aku nervouss nak masuk uni hahahahah okaylah bye.




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