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Being a mascot πŸ‘½

11 feb 2017, Saturday { esok sukan }.
~11.01 pm~

assalamualaikum w.b.t, good nite !! πŸ˜€πŸ’œ so how are you? me, i'm just fine about 2 hours ago but just now i feel nervous for tomorrow.. SUKAN ! πŸ€⚽πŸŽΎπŸŽ½πŸƒπŸ—½πŸšΈ❌✔ no, i'm not scared to sukan.. but perbarisan.. cikgu said i'm going to be a mascot for our team. (team? haha can't figured the perfect word than 'team'. 😩) and guess what? i'm going to be ADUDU tomorrow!! 



*that green creature is Adudu. *



*one of Adudu's species, Bagogo, a businessGREENCREATURE { i thought so πŸ˜‚ }*

for those who don't know Adudu, he's a character from Malay Action Cartoon Series, BOBOIBOY. he's an alien. πŸ‘½ (for you who don't know about this series, better watch now on youtube. it was totally amazing, i love this series so much! ❤)



*Adudu's ex-classmate, Ijojo. dia jahat~*

So dalam perbarisan nanti, i yang depaaaan sekali. wearing Adudu mascot. but more surprising, MY TEACHER MAKE THE MASCOT (DIY / HANDMADE / CRAFTING WITH SCISSORS ) HERSELF. πŸ˜†πŸ˜† honestly can't wait any longer, i want to see it! 

yeah omg. πŸ˜†πŸ˜†πŸ˜† i'm going to stand in front of many people,,!! my teachers!! the Ustazs, ustazahs.. and in front of my parents and other's parents... 😐 { i've asked my parents to take my pictures and videos.. heheheh heheheh😁 } the truth is, i'm a shy person. i can't possibly standing there and do some free style maybe give some peaces, and walking and HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!! 

but actually i'm a brave person too. I don't care enough of how people look at me cus i've set a quote for myself that "i'm creating an amazing history right now. " ☺☺☺

yes i have a feeling like... i wanna tell my friends at university one day, that a long time ago, i wore a 'costume' in front of many people. stuff like that. and tell my grandchildren who i am when yeah.. something like that.. πŸ˜… so this is my teenage time. i can't possibly do this again when i'm 20. πŸ˜™ so wanna do it now.! 😹 experience, cmon.. expensive you know? πŸ˜ΌπŸ™ 

hahaha.. well i have noo idea what expression i want to wear tomorrow.. happy? excited? matured? childish? happy go lucky? or what else? πŸ™‹πŸ™Œ IT'S ADUDU GAIS πŸ˜†πŸ˜†

50% shy, 50% wanna create the most expensive history. πŸ˜…

hehehe. um most thing comes on a right, perfect time. just wait and see. πŸ˜‡ keep believing ... praying... and the most important thing to remember is " There are no sad endings for those who trust Allah " ... πŸ’•πŸ’šπŸ’•πŸ’šπŸ’•πŸ’š

so that's it for now. whispers from the heart that sometimes, only special one can hear or nobody heard.❤ 

wallahuaklam, πŸ’š pray for Nusaibah.

*****newly added on 28 march 2017 ******

4.57 pm . p/s : NOW I DAH TAHU CAMNA NAK UP GAMBARRRR πŸ˜€


so guess which was mee haha



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