🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

dear not-so-diary, assalamualaikum w.b.t. it's been a while x update blog. 🙆 so, here i am! so as everyone knows that today is 14th December which result pt3 kluar, and TAHNIAH gais! 😚 no matter mcm mana pun result, berubahlah kearah kebaikan setiap saat. 😃 itulah kejayaan yang sebenar-benarnya. 12:50 am. so nak cerita, sebelum amik result.. memang takut semua tu. mungkin ada 70% self confidence, 3 0% tak konfiden. so macam remaja normal yang lain, banyakkan berdoa. berdoa setiap masa. sebab semua benda dalam dunia ni Allah punya. nak? mintaklah dekat Allah. ☺ jadi mesti terbayang mcm2. Kalau dapat 9A, wah! Eh tapi. kalau dapat 8 mcm mana? Taknak lah, nanti dapat2 tengok 4a.  Penat-penat fikir, otak buat pemerhatian ; if the result teruk, family okey ke? Of course lah. They're our FAMILY. they will accept our flaws..no matter what happened, they will love us like they do. always. 👼 jadi, alhamdulillah ala kulli haal. 👩🌻🌻🌻🌻 hari ini dimana merupakan 1 uj...

Saturday, 4 Nov 2017, next week trip to Malacca with 'beloved friends' (yekerrr 😜😂 ).  this poem is for my friend, Aisyah. actually this spaghetti 🍝 stays in my diary. 📑 and u know what word diary  means right? only you  can read it. can't tell anyone bout it.  but mine, ngeh. is a   not-so-diary. 😅   well this is because to me, if i followed the concept " diary "  is just like i'm wasting my time. yah the reality, humans are forgetful. so when you wrote so many things in your diary, and you'll forget it. it's just to me, no one will ever read it except you. maybe for other people writing things and hide it will make them feel much better. ya i felt the same too. but to me, as long as i don't tell the subject to change, nothing will change. no, don't get me wrong. this is my opinion. i didn't say that your opinion is wrong or sth. 😅😄 so, whenever i write something in my diary, i will just let people to read it. with that, peopl...

assalamualaikum w.b.t!! huh it's been a while i haven't update anything in my blog. and it's turning bleak i guess. 🤔 so alhamdulillah i've finished my examination not so 2 days ago.  so nak cerita nya ni. 😆😆 masa last day pt3 haritu, paper b. Arab.. Ic aku hilang.. masa tu dahlah dah lewat. patutnya kat sekolah 30 minit sebelum exam ( exam starts 8.10 am )  tapi aku masih lagi dekat rumahhhhhhhhhhh. ni semua sbb bangun lambat. ye lah weii. ulangkaji sampai pagi wei. 🙇 dengan kelam kabutnya. lepastu tgk jam dah pukul 7.30 am. ⌚ patutnye aku dah kena ada dekat sekolah dah! 😭  lepastu rushing lah turun bawah nk gerak pi kereta. lepastu aku teringat. 😶 tadi masa amik pen dengan calculator dekat atas meja.. IC?  - umi dengar. " ko check sekarang IC ada ke tak. "  aku dgn peluh2 sebab rushing tadi, dgn pegang bekal nye lagi cepat2 check bag tgk pencilcase. ha sudah ic takde. 😰 aku naiiiiik balik atas.... lari ni.. 🏃 cari lah ic ataas meja. takde. 😭 a...

Raindrops fall on my face one drop two drops three drops. odd. The sun is smiling people are cheering "where is it come from?" "oh dear, they are my tears." -R.Shamsul, 15

" Am i too far?  Or am i lost?  wanna make sure  but it looks like everything is just a failure. " -Raihana Shamsul, 15.

{ ١٩.٨.٢٠١٧ ، يوم السبت } Assalamualaikum w.b.t. 😀 so this year i'm 15 and the last injection i get is when i'm 15. 😇 so, when the due date is just around the corner... and your friends and seniors and teachers be like " 👿 ", they told you that the injection was " argh! " and the most painful injection ever! 💀👀 and you be like " argh " too. and came out the famous story of injection; that the needle is recycled one.. they use and reuse it.. so to make sure that it is cl3an from any dangerous type of organisms, they put the needle on fire so that the organisms are all dead. so pretty scary huh? you know,, a few days before injection, i was like I WANNA GET OUT OF SCHOOL. 🚶🏻💨 And i was planning when it is my turn I REALLY WANT TO RUN AWAY. AND I WAS THINKING THAT MAYBE MY UMI AND PAPA WILL JUST MAD AT ME for days BUT NOT FOREVER. AND TEACHERS WILL DEFINITELY LABELED ME AS the CHEEKIEST STUDENT EVER. 🐒 but that's fine to me for at lea...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t!!!! hahahahahahahah long time tak updateee. 💆 so, Fri-Yay, 28 July 2017. 5.09 pm.  so here i'm goin to write avout what happened on me 2, 3 days ago. They were the MOST AWFUL things that ever happened in my life. i mean, they aren't the most awful, but ME, IN THE SITUATION. 😥😥😥  HHAHAHAHAHHA!! 😂😂😂😂  ♣♣♣♣♣♣pls stand by ♣♣♣♣♣ so for those who know me, i'm that type yang suka gelak tiba2 😂😂 sbb tadi teringat pulak kisah Cikgu Musafri yang dia goreng ikan 🐟 utk adik2 dia yg terchenta masa dia kecik dulu. 😂😂😂😂 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. ok, sekarang nk start dr hari selasa. pagi2 tu, masa kelas Quran. ada budak ni katanye kena kacau. so kitaorg kena lah keluar surau sbb nk buat perubatan islam tu kenn.. lepastu bak kata Neena, Rayy ni selalu lambat. 🌚🌚🌚  jadi org lain dah jalan keluar, aku masih lagi pakai kasut. maklumlah, masih kanak2 ribena 🍇 pakai kasut lekat2. kwn2 lain semua sarungs jer  😆 so ada lah Ustaz ...