Oops fall again, my lecturer hates my work :)

 16 January 2021,

Saturday,

Mid sem breakkie.

So untuk half sem punya task selalunya 3 weeks will be given which equals to BANYAK GILA KERJA DIA. I have a whole ao to be rendered maturedly , slide presentation for built environments analysis andd math assignment that i dun understand even a single word nak buat.

My archi lect suruh hantar dulu final project kita last sem before proceed to rendering so that was what i did yesterday and dang his reply really slap me in the face 😂 it has been a while tak kena kecam, tak kena cekik mcm tu but yesterday was it. Aku sumpah takleh rilek, i feel like I've been wasting my time selamani lukis jamban instead of building, but kenapa takde sapa correct me, i feel like nak koyak2222 je semua drawing, i feel like mmg kena gelak je la nanti aku kalau jumpa foreign architects (jangan tiru budak archi mmg selalu rasa useless bye). I wonder dalam hati lect tu mesti mcm "ha padan muka budak ni. Org ajar tak pernah nak faham, haaaa meh aku hancur lebur kan hati dia amek ni amek ni " 

So today, i woke up super early in the morning that i want to become a new woman. So i sat on my table and start to revise what we had learned the whole sems. Alhamdulillah, i manage to recharge my motivation for archi back, that i feel like i wanna post something on instagram 😂

So i posted some selfies of me last week right after i did site visit and building analysis vlog for Built Environment, and orang yang comment pun allahu 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 everyone notices that i gain some weight and i admit that, and they commented on my photo. GAH i quickly turn off the commenting section and thinking in 5 more seconds i will archive the photos pulak 😂😂😂😂 but noooo i looked completely ok i guess cuz in archi, we call that position as 3 points perspective// worm eye look. So it does supposed to look like im a bit chubbier hehe but oh well. 

I asked my chimpanzees Naei & Anis. Contrary to what my long-time-no-see peeps, they said i look just fine so hahahahahahaah ok im going to continue with my archi studies before drown in maths after this. Gooood bye hahahahaa