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pulling myself back tgt :-(

 29 aug 2021 how are y'all

Life has been very mundane and boring a bit right now that I'm kinda excited for the degree streamlining result to gush out from my email box. I also did a few research about undergraduate scholarships and felt a lil dizzy staring at the screen for too long. 


anyway


did you guys know, on the previous 21st aug God had taken world's most precious (if he's not, well at least mine most wonderful) Don Everly. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm sorry if you guys are confused, let me tell you a secret,


Don Everly was a singer, a very poetic singer, a very handsome young man (literally appears after his poetic potential) are the only thing my heart can see 😭 he was one of the iconic duo throughout the century, The Everly Brothers. They were very popular during the 60s era (but it feels like it's timeless ya know?!) I listened to their songs since I was 8, the song All I Have To Do Is Dream all thanks to my mum for introducing me these gentlemen. Since then, Everly Brothers will always be my no. 1 favourite. 😭 


1. Devoted to you

2. All I have to do is dream

3. I'll do my crying in the rain

4. Take a message to Mary

5. Love hurts

6. Ebony eyes

7. Girls were made to love

8. Let it be me

9. I wonder if I care as much

10. Long time gone


ones I only listen but not really big fan however still fun :> 


10. Bird dog

11. Old fashioned

12. Bye bye love

13. Walk right back


It doesn't really matter about the ranking here but Devoted to You IS ALWAYS AND FOREVER WILL BE MY FAVOURITE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 how I wish somebody could sing to me like that. These duo's existence is legit a window to another beautiful world of love and affection I never find somewhere else. Their words are simple yet so so so well ...... GAHHH I COULD REACH NO WORD TO DESCRIBE. 😭 


while I am still not fully healed from the passing of my boyfriend from the past at his 80s (84 if I'm not mistaken), I watched a vlog on YouTube and this girl attached the soundtrack of Devoted to You and YEAAAAA I'm broken againnnn. 😭😭😭😭😭 I used to sing some of the songs with my late grandma, sometimes with my mum. and sometimes I'll imagine as if I'm vibing with the bros. Now, the melody is still echoing in my heart, but not as living as it was before if you got what I meant. 😭😭😭 






 "Through the years my love will grow

       Like a river, it will flow


              It can't die because I'm so

                  Devoted to you... "





funny that I already had Don's home address in my notebook, hoping that I would be visiting there in the future and tell of how much I admire him and his little brother, Phil. as well to thank them for being part of the sparks of my poetry work today :) 



         Rest in peace, Phil & Don Everly. 

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