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 Saturday, 

I have 2 sketches to be done before Monday, pop presentation as always. 1 A3 climate sketch for Land, Site & Survey (LSS) and a few quick sketches for Design, because Dr Sufian is longing for our presentation I guess, hence he decided to have a pinboard presentation this Monday. :) As for LSS, let me tell you; I don't understand even a thing of what I need to do. We have foreigners in our group thus everyone is speaking to make the students feel welcomed- and I don't blame anyone for that. The only problem it's just they are not using a very proper English, so I'm quite in confusion :') The more I read the messages, the stupider I become. I think I need to do a bit of research myself so my group mates won't notice my existence if I come up to ask them silly questions.  

I'm home everyone, eventhough next week will be the last week of lecture before the mid sem break starts. We had tomyam for dinner, and this is once in a blue moon event; I don't know how the hell but, my dad seems so different.. now... 

We just got back from my uni stuff shopping, I was hoping for some junk foods in my locker while my mum wanted to do some surveys of goodies for my cousin is going to get married this early December. I felt like I already take a lot of food, I felt so guilty to add some more in the trolley and my parents have to pay for it. But you know what, I heard my dad whispered "kalau dah teringin ambil je la" .!?!?!? wait wait wait what?!!! This is so not my dad, I just know how my dad is and he's never been like this. 😭😭  Plus, my dad is such a strict father, he always make us do the things he does because he said he's not going to do all these forever 😭 but during the shopping, he pulled the trolley and carried all the stuffs from the first minute we reached there till we were about to go home. 

 

The 2nd thing is, my dad is getting thinner than before. He looks smaller, and he does not eat as much like he used to. Like just now we had Tomyam and he just ate a plate of it, and he didn't touch the omelettes and the vegetables. He only ate the rice, tomyam and the prawns. Like seriously guys, he is so different. I'm afraid that he is sick but he doesn't want to tell because he used to go to the clinic all by himself, unlike my mom whom always wanted to be accompanied. :(

May Allah bless this hardworking man of my life. Ameen.

20 Nov 2021