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degreediary: MALAM MASIH MUDA!!!!!!!

10 Januari 2022, im an officially an indie kid now gaisek. ;D 



-Sam Bunkface-


-Shamsul Anuar-


-Bunkface-

 Okay first thing first, i would like to apologize for using mix-language (read: malay & english). - i just couldn't help that i am a proud malay, but at the same time i want everyone to understand the situation i'm currently living in, in love with. <3 

Yes guys i am drunk with Bunkface now!! :,D  I just wanna let the world know how they own the special place in my heart and their songs in my head, rent free. Actually, the band is alr existed since i was in primary school; but what to expect from a 12 year old kid,  other than chatting her mum the same thing every single day on FACEBOOK. 

Right now, here i am, battling with myself everyday for degree, and to fulfill the amanah cuz im not here on my own, there is other people's money funding my university fees (read: for the very kind  compatriots who pay the taxes to the government). Hence, i need to make sure that the passing grades are on my plate insyallah.

I've been half insane, just in case you want an update. :) This course is hell hard, i have been nocturnal for weeks! but i somehow feel v sure that i will survive though, for all those workloads are the things i longed for since i was in foundation. the only problem is the time given for particular tasks. oh well no worries guys all these are the things that'll make my uni life spicier, wallah.

So i was quite exhausted listening to the same english songs everyday, i needed something new, and i was suddenly catched by Untuk Perempuan yang Sedang Dalam Pelukan sung by Payung Teduh, because i saw one of my friend posted it on his story. and yep, you guessed right, i was deeply lost in my own feeling, i was in somewhere else when i listen to it. however though, i cannot recall how in the world i bumped back to Bunkface, Darah Muda. - The song is really out of this world!!! I started to realize how lifeless i've been all this time, i did not have anytime for myself, to at least feel alive and live my young age, cuz i won't be this young forever yet the works i had to finish are endless. - The fact how Rumi said everything is a messenger from God, i've been so into my uni things and this is how Allah wants me to calm down i  guess?

Since then, i binge-listened to all concerts of Bunkface and what makes me wanna explode is the fact that Sam & his sister, Siti Saleha are both living in Klang - MY HOMETOWN!!! i did met Siti Saleha for several times around the area I live, sometimes at restaurants, sometimes at the mall. I do have pic of me with her, but better to not flex it to you guys i think hahahahaah cuz ofc she's prettier than me. 

 2 days ago, on Tuesday morning, I dm-ed Sam on instagram, expressing that i am his no 1 fans. and again, i was'nt expecting anything because he's an artist and it's normal for my msgs to not be seen. but on that Tuesday night, when i was busy doing my slides and preparing for Wednesday's history presentation with Muayad, Khattab, Atierah, Farina & Shuhada, OUT OF THE BLUE, I RECEIVED REPLY FROM SAMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!  😩😩😩





I was so excited that i was dead ya that night. I couldn't stop myself from smiling, and i told my mom & my friends about it and the moment i was so grateful that i knew Muaz, a bunker too! I late replied Sam that i was currently listening to all his songs while preparing for t'rrow s presentation, and thanked him for noticing my dm. The next day, RIGHT BEFORE MY PRESENTATION STARTS, he replied!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He said " All the best " , and yep he's the reason i did quite nice lol on my presentation alhamdulillah ✌🏼😭😭

 

Raihana's top Bunkface favourites :

1. Darah Muda

2. Kembalii

3. Situasi

4. Malam ini kita punya

5. Rentak Laguku


Won't let this feeling ends, may they stay forever this way 🥺🥺💓💓 ameeeeen hwaa

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