orientation week

27 sept 2021; lagi 2 hari nak bday 2 onyet favourite saya HAHAHAHAHA. sekarang dah pukul 2.59 am, and I feel so fresh sbb baru jek bangun, dah tidur dah lepas isyak tadi hehehe.

shall we start the entry-

so I just woke up from my deep sleep, I went ahead open up my phone just like everyone else does hahahaha and read all messages. I don't know why but my what'sapp is always filled with new messages EVERY SINGLE MINUTE. I suddenly remembered my room mate said that "Raihana is a businessman whenever she wakes up, always with her phone replying all questions and hells there. " 😂😂😂😂😂

however that doesn't really matter, but I stopped at Farina's text that she sent me a name list of our groupings for orientation week- Yep, we are currently on orientation for our degree and I've never felt this indifferent and reluctant. despite the event is fully held online, I still force my little mind to work on a plan to escape all these. contrary to when I was in foundation, I don't think there is any memory where I hate to indulge and get blend with new friends.

well done, IIUM; the name list is somehow has power to take control over me though, I don't wanna feel irresponsible for doing no contribution to my group so--- again, do I really have to join the program? 😂

how I hope there will be a doctor reading this entry and bother to tell me what disease I'm currently having because it was never fun to have anxiety attacking you from every corner. 😔😔 I guess, that all my close friends are taking different courses now I am somewhat lonely, and I've been predicting how worse it could get as everyone grows older, they tend to not make friends anymore.

oh well, for the 100th time rereading this, I think God just rained me a tiny drop of comfort from above hahahahaha alhamdulillah; what was so hard before, I just need to seek a bit confidence and always aim the best. if I do best, I don't need anyone for I can stand up on my own HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 😩✨

well I think that's it, writing really helps me a lot in coping my insecurities, and I think you should have a cup of it too today, hehe. to Raihana in the future, I know you'll be just fine like always, so stop being too worried and dramatic 😑. you're gonna do good in Shaa Allah.nail the first impression ok hahaha

" today's yours." -Raihana 20/21.

Comments

I made a mate from London 🌿

17/3/2021, 3.44 am . I just ate Ramen in red packaging for the very 1st time so my tummy is not quite feel comfortable, as if it has tiny little flame inside. By the way, i just posted new pics on Instagram, hoping that my crush will notice it, but i also hope that he doesn't. 😖 OH GOD, my crush recently followed me on Instagram. Before this he only can see my updates on WhatsApp status, but now huaaaaaa i feel so insecured. 😫 Mind that, around 3 weeks ago, i commented on one of Unjaded Jade's posts on Instagram. For those who don't know who she is, she's basically a british brainiac who wanted to enroll to Oxford but she got rejected. And in her youtube she displayed all her hardworks and real routines to excel GCSE and other exams. So in this one post, she asked about which one's more important, money or..? So i replied to her post " i just want to make friends " & she did replied to me back!!!!! Tons of her fans says hi to me, and i got like ar...

Nice talk 👀

Don't lose your hope. U just have to work a lil more hard on it. and if it doesn't work, remember this : * " how to know that u've reach the WRONG DOOR ? " - because it doesn't OPEN. * ~Yasmin Mogahed u maybe sometimes win, but to win, u have to learn. ☺ one of my favorite quotes, he said that " to success is u have to fall first " and it's really true. without that downs the ups would mean nothing. ❤ just do your BEST and bestest and let Allah do the rest. " U may never have this day again, so make it COUNT ! " " yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery. but TODAY is a GIFT. " ^" enjoy your life today. Yesterday is GONE and tomorrow MAY never Come. " good luck. ♡ -raihana shamsul, 14. 15 nov 2016, 9.16 pm.

Kucing Asmak.. 🐱🐈

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😁😁😁hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !!!!!! 📼📼📼📼📼📼 Pls Stand By📼📼📼📼📼📼 Asma' Athirah bt. Ismail, sahabat saya dari sek rendah lagi. 👭 sekarang kami form 2. 😊 Asmak ada membela seekor anak kucing 🐈 yang dijumpai barhampiran kelas kami. Asmak menamakannya " N G I Y O ". 😂 hohoho lawak lah nama nya!!.. 😂 Asmak sangat sayang kucing tersebut. 💓 Kadang2 Asma DATANG LAMBAT 🕗 ke sekolah sbb basuh KENCING & BERAK Ngiyo. almaklumlah, anak kucing mana pandai berak kat toilet. mesti berak kat katil . 😁 Pada beberapa hari yang lalu, Asmak membawa Ngiyo bersama kesekolah kerana Zahra telah minta Asmak supaya membawa Ngiyo ke sekolah. Tiba saja di sekolah, fuhhh!! 🚴🚴🚴 berpusu2 kami nak "cepuk" Ngiyo. 😂 kesian Ngiyo, dtg2 je dh ramai yg kerumun. form 3, form 4 pun sama gak! Takut lah Ngiyo nyer! 😰 sifat Ngiyo yang dicerita oleh Asmak kepadaku apabila dirumah sgt lain dilihat oleh ku di sekolah. 😐 dia...

pulling myself back tgt :-(

29 aug 2021 how are y'all Life has been very mundane and boring a bit right now that I'm kinda excited for the degree streamlining result to gush out from my email box. I also did a few research about undergraduate scholarships and felt a lil dizzy staring at the screen for too long. anyway did you guys know, on the previous 21st aug God had taken world's most precious (if he's not, well at least mine most wonderful ) Don Everly. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm sorry if you guys are confused, let me tell you a secret, Don Everly was a singer, a very poetic singer, a very handsome young man (literally appears after his poetic potential) are the only thing my heart can see 😭 he was one of the iconic duo throughout the century, The Everly Brothers. They were very popular during the 60s era (but it feels like it's timeless ya know?!) I listened to their songs since I was 8, the song All I Have To Do Is Dream all thanks to my mum for introducing me these gentlemen. Since t...

Kisah Imam Abu Hanifah berdebat dengan Atheists 🌅 Powerful Story.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. it's been forever i didn't post any entry. 🌃 anyways i'm a student so i have to share the knowledges, 📚 what i learnt to all of you, xx love. 🎀 i really hope that you'll get something from this powerful story. ☺ ****************************************** Imam Abu Hanifah dicabar oleh golongan atheists 👥 berdebat tentang kewujudan Allah. Beliau sengaja datang lewat kemajlis perdebatan tersebut. golongan atheists mengambil peluang untuk mencemuh Abu Hanifah. Imam Abu Hanifah berkata : " Saya datang dari seberang sungai Dajlah. 🌊 tadi, saya tunggu lama. tiada kapal 🚢 pun dtg. sampai saya rasa nak balik rumah. 🏡😅 Tiba2 saya nampak sekeping kayu dekat sungai kemudia kayu tu pun terbelah menjadi kepingan2 papan yang tersusun rapi dan menjadi sebuah kapal ⛵ yang cantik. Saya naik kapal tersebut dan sampai ke sini. 🚣 " Para Atheists berkata; " Jangan kamu mempermainkan kami! Adakah logik papan yang sekeping sekepin...

B. Arab Komunikasi [funniest moment] 😂 w/ ust Afif

assalamualaikum w.b.t !!!! 😂 hari ni, aku ada himpunan benda2 lawak 2 Hasanah waktu blajar b. Arab komunikasi dgn ustaz 'kebanggaan' kitaorg (lh sgttt 😂) , ust Afif Syauqii! 👤 Hari tu, kitaorg refresh Mubtadak Khobar, sketsa 1 : lpstu ust tulis lah kat white board " .................. awwal jumlah ". Suhada pergi baca kuat2; " Awal Jamilah " . 😂😂😂😂 HAHAHAHA. lawak giler! sketsa 2 : Ust tanya ; " sapa ada salin 'dhomir' dlm buku ? 📒 Suhada jwb " Saya!!!!!!!!!! " . " mane bukti? " tanya ust. " DALAM MIMPI! 😂 "- Fadhilah dgn Suhada jwb SERENTAK. 😂🙌 HAHAHA sketsa 3 : Ust tulis JENIS2 khobar, ust pun tulis " Anwa3 " (jenis2).. Suhada tanya; " Anwak? ape bende tu? " 😅 Fadhilah dgn simple menyampuk ; " Anwar? 😐 " . HAHAHAH. lepastu Asmak jwb " Politik sgt lah korang ni 😁 " sketsa 4 : Iffah tanya apa maksud " Comel " dlm Bahasa Arab.. 😸 Anisy Sya...

🦋 It's Raihana & no one else 🦋

Search This Blog