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" what u give, u'll get back "

dulu masa saya sekolah rendah, mak 👩 saya kerja malam. mak saya lecturer dkat Cosmopoint , K.L.M.U.c ( Kuala Lumpur Metropolitan University college ) dari pukul 8 malam - 10 malam mak saya mengajar. masa ni saya duduk dekat Taman Sentosa Ria 2, no. 52. 😅😄 jadi saya duduk rumah dgn ayah saya. 👨 saya, cika, rania. masa ni Rania baby, massni dia dlm 3 / 4 tahun.. masatu saya malas nk jaga rania. ye lah, budak sek rendah kan, semua malas.. tau main je 😝. saya suruh ayah saya jaga, tp ayah saya suruh biarkan.. dulu saya selalu fikir kite kena sama2 sbb kat keliling kita ada hantu 👻 . hahaha. jadi, walau pun saya pura2 kononnye biarkan Rania, tp saya gelisah jugak. saya pernah ikat tali dekat saya dgn dia supaya x berpisah 🙌�jugakya jugakak perna  d   saya jugak pernah ikat benang jahit mak saya dekat bby walker dia atas tujuan yg sama 😂. suatu hari, saya marah dekat ayah saya sbb asyik biarkan je rania. penat saya nk jage dia. suatu hari ayah saya masak telur 🍳  then telur tu dh habis. bila mak saya balik, saya nk mengadu lah kat mak saya biar ayah saya kena marah . 😂😂 saya ckp " umiii, cyg lapar.. 😦😦 " padahal saya tak lapar pun 😉😂😂 saya ckp berulang kali.. lepastu mak saya tanya; laa. tadi tak makan ke.. " saya jwb " tak! papa makan sorang2 je.. 😧😦 (dlm hati: 😈) "

lepastu mak saya naik atas sbb nk suruh ayah saya masak. saya ambik kesempatan ini untuk letak garam dekat minyak masak dlm periuk sbb masa tu saya ingat nanti ayah saya masak, ayah saya makan dia akan rasa maaasin. 😏 saya letak banyak!! 2 sudu besar kot.. 

lepastu, tak lama kemudian, telur pun terhidang.. saya makan lah, skali tu ma shaa Allah 😗😵😵😰😰😰😩 MAASIN.!!! 
saya mengadu lah dekat mak saya, saya ckp yg ayah saya saje je letak garam biar saya rasa masin. 🙅 lepastu ayah saya dgr, dia ckp " papa mana ade letak garam!! tak leyak langsung! 🙎 " lepastu baru saya teringat... 😐😐😐 SAYA LAH YG LETAK GARAM TADI ADOI. 😂

sekian, semoga kisah saya ini boleh dijadikan pengajaran buat anda si pembaca sekaliaaann. 🙌🙌🙌

// what u give u'll get back, okey // 

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  1. 😆😆😆
    😂😂😂
    sekarang mak dgn ayah.awk dh tahu belum...lawakla...
    tu la...konon2 nk slhkn ayah awk ...pastu sendiri rasa maanis...😂😂😂

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    1. belum kot. kite tak bagi tahu.. tp tak tahu lah kalau diorg tahuu 😂😂 hahahahah!!! ye lah.. buat dajal😁😆 amboii manis lah sgt 😝👊

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